Because
I need it
The challenges
The creativity
Even though
I’m hard
on myself
Believing
I’m unworthy
Believing
the voices
From the past
From inside
That I’m nothing
That I’m shit
That I don’t exist
Just an echo
From a
long ago
dream
Faintly reverberating
Through space
Through time
Until
there is
nothing
left
of
me
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2023, John L. Harmon
This poem was written while listening to “the lonely ghost on the sun” by Blue Sun Chasing, an incredible sonic creation which can be experienced through Bandcamp.
Thank you for reading or listening to my half-blind words.
Freak Out,
JLH
P.S. click the pic for a thematically related video from 2016… ⤵️
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Powerful words, John! Self-doubt and self-loathing seem to go hand in hand with many creative folks (myself included), and your poem really hit home.
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